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Jesus. Olivia. Faith.
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"Life is about finding yourself. Don't be afraid to express yourself!" Olivia Faith Low I'M A FRIEND OF GOD! 13 July ig.joliviafaith Speak out
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Wednesday, August 31, 2016
Heart broken Girls who have had their hearts broken know something that the rest do not. They are the sages of their time. They more intimately know themselves and their resilience — their propensity for living — because of their heartbreak. They come to find, over time, that the chink in their armor is a gift from the most unlikely place. Through this wound that never completely heals, they find empathy and strength. Their heart is open to the world, because they know a certain kind of devastation, and will listen to others with similar stories. In losing the love of their life, they gain a love of the world. They will see more, do more, and know more than those who will never know heartbreak, and for that, they are quietly and sometimes unknowingly grateful. :') Tuesday, August 23, 2016
Low I guess everything is coming to an end that why right now is my lowest point in life. Before I can experience the high in life, I need to go through the Low first. Everyday, I struggle and battle with my thoughts. I don't know how long this will take. But I choose to believe that it is going to come to and end. When I get home, everyone is feeling low. We know we are sad, worry and stress out. Thinking of everything, we are tired of everything. To me everything seems to come together....I lose my greatest support in this season. I have to face me, the real me. Sometimes, I know me but sometimes I don't. I'm such a thinker but the bad thing is I'm a negative thinker. I don't think of things positively in the first place. I struggle badly after meeting God. I know I can have hope...but it takes me extra effort to think this way. But God is still good to me. I just needed to be emo. And to be honest, I'm tired. I just wish everything can end quickly and I can move on. I miss me being happy and I forget about that. I just wanna run away from everything and anything. I cannot stop thinking.... God, please let it pass and pull me through. I'm so tired. Monday, August 8, 2016
The End. I'm back again. I've been busy but I am good. Is the end of University studies and I don't think I am going to study again. However, I enjoy studying but this time is the end. It was an extremely difficult decision to go back to school. I struggled and many many times I thought I would have given up. But the feeling of being regret in the future would scare me that why I keep pushing myself. I'm proud to say it is finish. I thank God because my results are improving every semester. It tells me I can do it if i put in hard work and effort. Perseverance is the key to it. I kept the faith and finished the race. Thank God for everything. Honestly, I felt I was struggling thru my uni days most of the time. But thank God I met good people who help and supported me through the days. My classmates, all my friends and my family. I think without them, I would have given up long ago. This is a closure of another stage of my life, another milestone. But now, I am not gonna just talk about this. This stage was a discovery of getting to know myself, even to love myself. More than just studying as my part of the struggles, there are other struggles that I went through in this stage of my life. My class is 2/3 days per week, 3 hours in a day. I did freelance job but not regular. To me working a part time job, might be a distraction to me, so I didn't want to risk it. I know I can't focus if I have to work and study at the same time. Financially I was struggling. Apart from all that, I struggled with lonilness. I told myself that I'm okay if I got no friends at all. I'm not an extrovert and I am shy when I have to mak friends. It is true. But I thank God for projects that make making friends easily. I struggle with inadequacy too, I think I am not better than anyone. But what I really learnt was confidence. Despite not knowing anything, I would try to contribute it with what I know all through Google research. With that factor, confidence everytime , people will see you differently. In my Ubi days I struggle with emptiness, all my good friends are working but not me. During my free time, I would ask myself do I need this break. But yes, I do need and till now I still struggle with this. Emptiness. You just need true friends who can encourage you. But if I would have to tell you something I learn. I would say don't give up from the start. When the start seems to feel awkward or uneasy or difficult, pull yourself through because after awhile everything will be smooth and you are able to adapt throughout. Things will eventually become better and soon it will come to an end. This is the end of the stage. Awaiting got the next stage of my life. :) |
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