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"Life is about finding yourself. Don't be afraid to express yourself!" Olivia Faith Low I'M A FRIEND OF GOD! 13 July ig.joliviafaith Speak out
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Sunday, December 6, 2015
Nowwhere to somewhere "Sometimes you find yourself in the middle of nowhere, and sometimes in the middle of nowhere, you find yourself." I am grateful that I found myself in writing. I am not a very good writer but I found myself able to express myself through writing. Many who know me think I am a very happy go lucky and positive woman but to be honest I am actually quite a deep person and I think very very deep. Is hard to express your thoughts to people and find people who really want to understand what you are thinking. If there is one, you are consider lucky. So I sometimes found myself feeling encourage in writing. I feel like I am talking to myself and encouraging myself. And I am really amazed that you can actually be friend with yourself which can lead you to hate or love yourself. It is the most important relationship you need other than having a relationship with God. Sometimes you need a two side of yourself - the positive and negative. When the negative happens in life, the positive will come in and encourage the negative self. And when you are positive you need to know how you need to thank the negative you went through to be positive. I think this is definitely what being strong is. It is beautiful. I can. I can love myself all over again even though I know I am not there yet. I can gain all the strength I find in myself to be happy. Wednesday, December 2, 2015
Happy IWhen we were younger we were easily happy. As we grew older, being happy is hard. We have expectations, responsibilities, challenges and failures to faced. Stress and anxiety are unavoidable. As a 24 years old, I began to experience all these negative feelings. Sometimes, I feel is hard not to entertain them. I failed, crushed, depressed and fall hard. I was in the lowest point and I thought it was hard to be happy or what is the point of being happy. Not depressed but close too.. I needed assurance, fresh start, new hope and to able to accept and love myself from all the failures and expectations I had from myself. Things didn't go well when you had all this unsettle issues. I miss being young, carefree, no responsiblities and expectations. I find no reason to love myself anymore and I found myself dependable on anyone that open their hearts and hands to me. To be honest, I don't know whether if this is good for me. People failed and to me dependable on people is the last thing I would like to see myself. I break free from depending on my sister few years ago because I hate the feeling of loneliness and helplessness when I am alone when she was not around. And there is someone greater for me to depend on. 2012-2014 I guess this was when I am the strongest. In term of depending, I found myself depending on God and it seems like it was me and Him against the world. I found myself enjoying my time alone and not depending on anyone but Him and myself. Soon, it was when all the waves of life hit me, my feet was shaking in the waves and I let go of His hands and dependable on myself to go against the waves. But I failed badly, I was lost in the waves, stuck in where I am and not able to move forward against the waves. I look around for people and they were there but it is not helping me to move forward. Then, what is happy? I found myself being comfortable in where I am but yet inside of me I am not happy, not progressing and not doing what I am supposed to do. Happiness is something that is hard to find. I once heard that happiness is not for Christian because we will never fully be happy on earth because only being in heaven can make us truly happy. The good news is when we are faced with the waves of life, we have a joy we know even through we are walking against the waves we are never alone, we don't need to depend on ourselves and we can have the courage and strength to go through. God's faithfulness and goodness never fails me even through I feel i screwed up so many times, He is still there to hold me. I will not get drown. Joy is when you are going through tough times and still know who you are in God and because of who He is, you accept who you are. You have indeed given us a joy that won't stop and will never leave. Because of that, we can give you praise sacrifices. Close your eyes and hear yourself breathing, that is the hope that remain. God given you life and we are living under His grace. That is enough and you are enough. The bible said happy is the man who trust in God. We can indeed be happy because we trust in God. Happiness is hard and impossible in the world but because we trust in God...we can be happy because of the joy He had given us. |
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