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Jesus. Olivia. Faith.
"A new discovery of love, hope and joy."
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"Life is about finding yourself. Don't be afraid to express yourself!"

Olivia Faith Low
I'M A FRIEND OF GOD!
13 July
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Saturday, March 14, 2015
Everybody fall sometimes, gonna find the strength to rise.

"Always defend your right to heal at your own pace.
You are taking your time.
You are allowed to take your time."

I think the reason why many people fall in their emotions because they think is not ok to be not ok. All they want is to be ok. But for me, as I grow as a person, a person following and serving the Lord, I strive to be a perfect person and Christian. Is impossible because we are not perfect and no one is. Only Jesus Christ is.

As I look through my previous past years posts, I am amazed how I grow as a person. It was smooth easy journey with a lot of baby faith. As I grow older, it was a wave of faith, which requires many brave steps plus faith in God. This was the challenge. 

I failed this time, I do admit. I pushed myself to hard to be perfect in everything, I cannot fail I tell myself, I need to see results, push every responsiblity of people's walk with God into my hands, I need to do better or what I am lack with and I made my own plans. Then, when my world came crashing down, I was depress and lost, I could't feel peace but only negative thoughts came inside of me, I couldn't hear any still small voice but voices of different people which let me into more doubts and confusions. I lost the game- game of faith. Do I still deserve to be happy? I ran away, I ignore my deepest disappointments, thoughts and hurts, trying to fill it with other stuffs to satisfy my soul. God is good, going to church is norm. I love God but no longer know how to move with God. I don't know anymore, to even lead myself or even people. 

I struggled. 

I battled with my thoughts myself, thinking God you don't know anything about it, I am sick and tired to try to serve you, search for you.

I falled.

I was depressed. 

I ran away by not telling anyone because I could't face anything. 

And then all I see was me running alone, through out everything I was depending on myself that I forgotten to move with God and lean on God.

What had I gotta myself into?

God seen through all, it was a process of growing.

God is with me still, then I was healing.

Because when I was dry, still You pursued.

God is good to me, that is all I can say. x
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Your love keeps me going.