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Wednesday, January 14, 2015
For God.

CONSECRATION 

your life.

I am here for a reason, a purpose

I thank God I still have a space to pour out my thoughts.

Happy 2015 new year. I hope 2015 is gonna be a better year, yes, every time we heard us saying this to ourselves but this year, I really wish that 2015 is gonna be a great year, bad or good, you are still gonna say at the end of the year, 2015 was really awesome to me.

Anyway, I had a whole pile of emotions right now, it is 2:43 and I am wide awake. Right now, I really feel like writing out to make me feel a little better, it is not something bad, but to clear my thoughts as I type in this space.

Fear? Excited? Confused??

I seriously don't know what am I feeling right now. Deep inside me there is a mixed feelings, emotions. I wish I will not go through it but yes this is somehow plan by God.

Let me ask you all, do you have a frustration feeling when you plan something for the next few years in your life but suddenly you have to change it and somehow your plan are "ruin" and you are like "what am I going to do next" Right now I am feeling like that.

But still, in the midst of it, I felt that it was a planned, the plan that i have to be surprise by the sudden change was plan by God.

So overall, it was good, i guess, I am sure it will be good.

I have no doubt that I am going through a season that probably every one who is turing 20 plus might be facing, what am i going to do in life? What am I going to do for a living?

Right now, I am 100% certain that God you are gonna be in my future, if my plans suddenly screwed up, I still have Your promises, Your plans for me is better for myself.

Fear for the world, fear for not being good enough, fear of lack, fear of not becoming the person I want to be and end up living life not the way I want.

God, most of it, I can have all the fears in life, but one thing I need to make sure, I am fear of You, for not appearing in my future, for not doing things unto You, for not living for You but just the mindset how am I going to survive today if I don't have a stable high pay job.

Today, I will not let my plans hinder Your purpose in my life, You closed doors for me and open new doors. You told me this is the year to be brave because in 2014 I am just look at the wave and tell myself to be brave, but this year, You asked me to walk into the wave and experience the "be brave" moments.

God have my way, lead me, You walked my future back to pick me up and walk with me. Ever since I enter my poly, I know you are leading me, sometimes instead of hearing from you, I heard my fears, heard from other people, search for comfort, safe and secure answers but today I want to hear from You.

Not knowing your future is definitely not tragic in life, but not having God in your future is gonna be a tragic.

Changing directions and plans is not tragic but losing passion in life is tragic.

Know your passion, know Your God, surely He will merge it together, not for just living your life or merely just surviving the year but know that He is gonna use your passion for His will to glorify Him in Heaven.

I am ready to step out, walk into the wave and be brave.
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Your love keeps me going.