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"A new discovery of love, hope and joy."
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Thursday, December 11, 2014
Not all who are wander are lost////


The title up there has nothing to do with this post.

Sorry for the lag of updates this year. As you know 2014 is coming to an end. Another year is coming.

I want to say nope this year all the goals I wrote 12 months ago none was achieved. But still, I am thankful for the newly experiences I experience this year.  I get to know myself even better especially many moments I found myself lost in life, all the struggles with my fear and anxiety but through all this I got to see another deeper side of me.

I would not say I find my strengths but I find more of my weaknesses which caused me to suffer quite alot... alone.. But in the midst of my weaknesses, I found grace in God and a reason to be strong again. My weaknesses will make me know how much I need to lean on God instead of myself.

Today, I had a divine moment with God I guess. I was doing my work and suddenly I heard a voice tell me, do you want to give up on God or all my human desires. Immediately, I heard myself saying " God, no way I want to give up on You." Then yes my human desires I am giving up on you all. The urge of being alone to grow back in God become stronger. I know I am not doing well for so long, sometimes it makes me want to run away or just sweep away and treat that I am doing ok. Now, I am not ok, I am discourage, I am disappointed and I am tired. But no. I am going to grow back in God even I have start from square one. I am not gonna let anything win, God you need to be strong in my life above everything. I need time to adjust, need to sacrifice and I love being alone to do all this.

Xuxu sent me a text telling me how she had depression for this whole year. When all the voices raise above you, you need to 在神的面前安静. Quieten down your heart and hear what He wants to speak to you in that still small voice.

God, this year you make me even stronger, I jump down the cliff with faith and I know I can overcome this. Deeper consecration for You.


You make me brave even though I hear my heart saying no, I know I can be brave with You in my future. Trusting in You and only You! Living for You and can die without You in my life.

In 2015, I know there will be greater chanllenges but greater trust and faith in You. Because what You had shown me before, You walked my future and come back to lead me to the future You already planned for me.
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Your love keeps me going.