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Sunday, July 25, 2010
Let me share. Allow me to vomit out? My heart is heavy tonight. Suddenly i got so much to share. In my heart, there are so much,so many, a lot of words to be express out. But I just couldn't say out how I feel.. so hard to put into words. I wished I can paint like Picasso to express my heart out. So pardon my poor English! Recently, there so much of things going on, I've been very busy with projects, meeting datelines, going to school. But in the midst of my busyness, I don't want to forget what is important to me, the priorities in my life! I will never fail to relax and give myself a rest. =) Sharing how I feel=) Mr.A went in to his house and complain to himself,"waa, so smelly ar this house!" Then he went in to the kitchen and complain again, "waa, so smelly ar this kitchen!" Then he went in to the toliet, "waa, so smelly ar this toliet!" So, he went out of his house and went outside," waa, so smelly ar! what a smelly world." Wherever he went, the places were all smelly. But he didn't realized the problem is actually himself. Sometimes, we tend to blame this, blame that, blame him, blame her, but we never see ourselves as the problem. We cannot be quick to judge and miss out the whole picture. Things can be so easy to understand, but because of what you are thinking, you make it so complicated. We, humans are so imperfect, there are bounds to offenses, hurts, disappointments, disagreements, un forgiveness. What can we do? The world is imperfect, we can only change our thinking. Your life will really change when you start to change your thinking. Is not about changing the people around you, setting standards to the people around you and expect them to be at your standards. Because, at the end you will be disappointed by the imperfect people around you. Don't be so hard on yourself, calm down, think and open up your heart and eyes to see who really loves you and want the best for you. Stop complaining! Stop whining! (This is what huizhen always say to me.)Stop hurting yourself! When you start to let go, start to forgive, is when your true freedom comes, you need not be tie down by all the hurts and disappointments. I tell you how I overcome all this, is when I get to know Jesus Christ, be planted in the house of God and hearing the word of God. My faith in God had made me well. Emotionally,physically and spiritually. When you receive the love of God, you will know how to love the people around you. It may sound ridiculous to you, but this is what I experienced, I got the joy! Notice I use joy instead of happiness? You have happiness because things happen in your ways, so you are happy. But joy is hard to come, is in your heart....and my joy comes from God. You can be joyful w/o having any reason, right? God is good......He is always! He never fails us, even when we are unfaithful. God always send amazing people, preachers to speak to us. I thank God for CHC, my zone pastor MJ! This week, I began to realize something, prayer to God is so important, is not about fulfilling religions purpose, but is really connecting to God, finding strength and rest in Him. This is a super long post....... thank you, feel free to comment.=) God bless. |
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