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Sunday, April 26, 2009
This week :( I swear this week is the most terrible week for me in 2009, very. :( gone through a very hard time -spiritually,emotionally and physically. My grandma passed away on wed. If I knew that was the last goodbye, last morning with her, last time i would see her. If i knew... everything was too late. Everything left undone and unsaid. The grief and regrets in my heart. I will get use to it, i will accept the fact she is gone suddenly from my house,from my life.. I learnt a lesson, i felt it. we always hear it, cherish you love ones before it is too late. We heard, we understand but we don't know how to do it. Life is fragile, you are seeing,talking to this person,but the next moment you know this person is gone forever. It is so unpredictable in life. Memories with her? I don't have much. One thing i knew about her-she cares for me. Rewinding back the times,when i always open the door and saw her sitting down on her sofa looking at me and asked,"Leng or Ying?" also, I rmb her happy face when i gave her a pendant which meant long live. She immediately wore it. and.. she behaving like a kid when she didn't get what she wants or when she fell down. How i wish i can pay more attention on her, cares for her even more, pray for her even more.:( Go peacefully ah ma, u suffered alot in here. God will bless you... I will always rmb you in my heart. I really want to thank my great friends, always being there for me.Esther, thanks for always being there to listen to me... Shiyin,huiying,jas,elliot. Michelle,huizhen,xinni,pearly, e458 and others. I felt really touched. I know i can be weak infront of you all. The words of encouragement, i felt so much better...really. Thank God for you all. I dont know how to express it here. You all are my pillar of support and strength. And my God, in the midst of everything, You reign. You will never fail me. Where would i be w/o You, here in my life? Poly life had been stressful for me,esp in design school.... who can understand me? Is a whole new level. many assignments to do...:( I miss secondary school. Of cus, friends there, a start of a new social life again. I miss secondary classmates. I am very very tired, physically. My emotions are ruling over me. & spiritually... i want to get empowered again, I need to get...for my life, for my future, for the people, for the world, for You. God is not my will, but Yours. Huiying, Jiayou! We have dinner tgt okay?(: |
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