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Sunday, April 26, 2009
This week :( I swear this week is the most terrible week for me in 2009, very. :( gone through a very hard time -spiritually,emotionally and physically. My grandma passed away on wed. If I knew that was the last goodbye, last morning with her, last time i would see her. If i knew... everything was too late. Everything left undone and unsaid. The grief and regrets in my heart. I will get use to it, i will accept the fact she is gone suddenly from my house,from my life.. I learnt a lesson, i felt it. we always hear it, cherish you love ones before it is too late. We heard, we understand but we don't know how to do it. Life is fragile, you are seeing,talking to this person,but the next moment you know this person is gone forever. It is so unpredictable in life. Memories with her? I don't have much. One thing i knew about her-she cares for me. Rewinding back the times,when i always open the door and saw her sitting down on her sofa looking at me and asked,"Leng or Ying?" also, I rmb her happy face when i gave her a pendant which meant long live. She immediately wore it. and.. she behaving like a kid when she didn't get what she wants or when she fell down. How i wish i can pay more attention on her, cares for her even more, pray for her even more.:( Go peacefully ah ma, u suffered alot in here. God will bless you... I will always rmb you in my heart. I really want to thank my great friends, always being there for me.Esther, thanks for always being there to listen to me... Shiyin,huiying,jas,elliot. Michelle,huizhen,xinni,pearly, e458 and others. I felt really touched. I know i can be weak infront of you all. The words of encouragement, i felt so much better...really. Thank God for you all. I dont know how to express it here. You all are my pillar of support and strength. And my God, in the midst of everything, You reign. You will never fail me. Where would i be w/o You, here in my life? Poly life had been stressful for me,esp in design school.... who can understand me? Is a whole new level. many assignments to do...:( I miss secondary school. Of cus, friends there, a start of a new social life again. I miss secondary classmates. I am very very tired, physically. My emotions are ruling over me. & spiritually... i want to get empowered again, I need to get...for my life, for my future, for the people, for the world, for You. God is not my will, but Yours. Huiying, Jiayou! We have dinner tgt okay?(: Monday, April 20, 2009
End of secondary, start of poly. Every finishing line is a start of another starting line. So today is the first day of school after so many months of holiday. Well, i need time to adapt,so different from secondary. It seems so far for me becoming a student of Temasek Design School last time, but i cannot believe i am a student there now. New place,new people-there will be absence of faith and fear. I tell myself i can survive,being who i really am! Confidence! I love my course, i like what i am doing and learning. I really hope to excel in it. My passion,my dream, a step nearer. Is not possible w/o You(: Monday, April 13, 2009
Easter 2009 Easter was great. Went to 4services! Drama was touching.I found it so real, everything. Then, haha, i could memorised the lines too... haha! And we took photos!
One big spiritual family, E458  Best Friend's shot(:  Olivia,Jasmine,Esther,Shiyin  With Elliot, very nice right? Candid shot. --- Tmr going Tp camp, i dont know how am i feeling now. Somemore tmr need to stay over:( very reluctant but have to.God, please be with me tmr... New land,New routes,New faces,New experience,New things...the next level. Saturday, April 11, 2009
Good Friday, Easter day..... Is all because of His unfailing love. Friday, April 10, 2009
Work ended... Yesterday, my last day of work. yes finally! I had been waiting for this day to come when i start working.... yay! i am so happy! I should felt that way. But no, i felt really sad. I miss work, i miss the people there. I cannot believe it was my last day. I miss waking up early in the morning, listening to my ipod, squezzing with the working adults on the train and travelling all the way to harbour front, i miss walking to the lift and complaining so fast reach 9floor,i miss punching the card and said,'whoa, red colour again', i miss waiting for lunch time to come, i miss deciding what to eat for lunch, i miss calling esther to go toliet with me and slack, i miss complaining to esther how sian is my job, i miss acting with esther while we dreaded our feet at the long corridoor,throwing keys,i miss slacking at the staircase,i miss playing with mariann, i miss the chattings at chart room,i miss listening to ipod while working, i miss filing, i miss photocopying, i miss stapling, i miss picking up calls and said," good morning/afternoon..." , i miss the feeling of going home after 8hours of working, taking bus100 and sleeping all the way,i miss the office, i miss the table, i miss that special feeling, and i really miss the people there. Great memories..really.. It had been a great experience, seeing how the marketplace like, the people like. I learnt that do not judge anything by the surface, but to look at what is really inside. Everything needs to take time. Building relationships, enduring at work. HMMM, I WILL BE BACK. the next thing i know, poly school starts.. I AM A POLY STUDENT. The next chapter... Thursday, April 9, 2009
blogging time I looked at the past, my previous blog. I found it so encouraging, the posts that i wrote. the beginning when i first knew Christ...the feelings,experience. Only i can understand how was it like...woa.. i want it back... Quoted... 'God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.' I can't believe i wrote this. whoa,amazed. "Jesus said ‘You follow Me’. Means - don’t be worried about what everyone else is doing. ‘You follow Him’." Undistracted focus |
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